Starting over is a sometimes difficult position to be in. Dependingon what you are in the process of hoping to change.
Idont like change. I dont like being alone after being part of a couple for almost 50 years..I dont want to start over..
Life is all about decisions and life also is about making your decisions for you.
Im not about being a rebel , just a human being who as I grow older realize more and more that we really do not have the control over our lives that we assume we have.
I do know that a person is never too old to learn..Ive been trying to learn how to deal with grief, disbelief, stress, anger,how to handle an unhealthy body ,,etc.
The worst thing is how to live without my soulmate,best friend, sweeheart, father of my children , and the best person Ive ever known..
Change for me would have to be to learn how to live another life. That of a single person. Not much of an option for me right now..
I guess Ill have to set my sights on learning how to cope.
